Books I REALLY Want to Read in 2020!

Now, there’s no promise I’ll actually manage to get to any of these, but as I’m browing through my Goodreads shelves, I’m stumbling across a few books I’d really like to be able to get to this year, and I figured, hey, if I make a blog post, maybe I’ll be more likely to!*

(*This has been proven wrong countless times over the years I’ve been blogging, but I am nothing if not stubborn.)

Without further ado, here are my whims and wishes in book form:


Reverie by Ryan La Sala

All Kane Montgomery knows for certain is that the police found him half-dead in the river. He can’t remember how he got there, what happened after, and why his life seems so different now. And it’s not just Kane who’s different, the world feels off, reality itself seems different.

As Kane pieces together clues, three almost-strangers claim to be his friends and the only people who can truly tell him what’s going on. But as he and the others are dragged into unimaginable worlds that materialize out of nowhere—the gym warps into a subterranean temple, a historical home nearby blooms into a Victorian romance rife with scandal and sorcery—Kane realizes that nothing in his life is an accident. And when a sinister force threatens to alter reality for good, they will have to do everything they can to stop it before it unravels everything they know.

⇒ I’m dying to read this one mostly because I follow the author on Twitter and he’s not only hilarious, but promotes his book in a way that keeps me wanting to read it. AKA, he uses his love for Sailor Moon to promote his book, even though I’m pretty sure the book doesn’t actually have anything to do with Sailor Moon. I still love it, and I’d really like to give the book a go.

the fowl twins

The Fowl Twins by Eoin Colfer

Criminal genius runs in the family…
Myles and Beckett are eleven-year-old twins, but the two boys are wildly different. Beckett is blonde, messy and sulks whenever he has to wear clothes. Myles is fanatically neat, he has an IQ of 170, and he wears a fresh suit every day like his older brother, Artemis Fowl.

Perhaps you have heard of the Fowl family and their adventures?

This Fowl adventure is filled with the most unusual of individuals: an immortal duke, a miniature troll, a nunterrogator and a Police Specialist that’s 42% elf. And of course, the Fowl twins – one a certified genius with a criminal leaning, and the other possessing an unusual talent that has not been fully explored… yet!

Here begins the second documented cycle of Fowl Adventures.

⇒ This one’s pretty self-explanatory, really. I love Artemis Fowl growing up, and I am SO DOWN to keep going. I miss this world, and I’ll probably also reread the original series along with this spin-off.


Bunny by Mona Awad

Samantha Heather Mackey couldn’t be more of an outsider in her small, highly selective MFA program at New England’s Warren University. A scholarship student who prefers the company of her dark imagination to that of most people, she is utterly repelled by the rest of her fiction writing cohort–a clique of unbearably twee rich girls who call each other “Bunny,” and seem to move and speak as one.

But everything changes when Samantha receives an invitation to the Bunnies’ fabled “Smut Salon,” and finds herself inexplicably drawn to their front door–ditching her only friend, Ava, in the process. As Samantha plunges deeper and deeper into the Bunnies’ sinister yet saccharine world, beginning to take part in the ritualistic off-campus “Workshop” where they conjure their monstrous creations, the edges of reality begin to blur. Soon, her friendships with Ava and the Bunnies will be brought into deadly collision.

⇒ I just … keep hearing about this one? Everywhere? I know it’s really strange and apparently a very niche read, but I love niche reads, and I’m all for strange and weird and even gruesome, which I’ve heard this hits easily, so I’m down to give it a try.

if i was your girl

If I Was Your Girl by Meredith Russo

Amanda Hardy is the new girl in school. Like anyone else, all she wants is to make friends and fit in. But Amanda is keeping a secret, and she’s determined not to get too close to anyone.

But when she meets sweet, easygoing Grant, Amanda can’t help but start to let him into her life. As they spend more time together, she realizes just how much she is losing by guarding her heart. She finds herself yearning to share with Grant everything about herself, including her past. But Amanda’s terrified that once she tells him the truth, he won’t be able to see past it.

Because the secret that Amanda’s been keeping? It’s that at her old school, she used to be Andrew. Will the truth cost Amanda her new life, and her new love?

⇒ I haven’t actually heard all that much about this one, but I read Russo’s other book, Birthday (review to come!) and it chewed me up and spat me out and left me wanting so much more, so now I’m itching to get my hands on her other book just so I can have more. Also? I do not read enough books about trans people, and that’s a goddamn shame.

the deep

The Deep by Ama Katsu

Someone, or something, is haunting the Titanic.

This is the only way to explain the series of misfortunes that have plagued the passengers of the ship from the moment they set sail: mysterious disappearances, sudden deaths. Now suspended in an eerie, unsettling twilight zone during the four days of the liner’s illustrious maiden voyage, a number of the passengers – including millionaires Madeleine Astor and Benjamin Guggenheim, the maid Annie Hebbley and Mark Fletcher – are convinced that something sinister is going on . . . And then, as the world knows, disaster strikes.

Years later and the world is at war. And a survivor of that fateful night, Annie, is working as a nurse on the sixth voyage of the Titanic’s sister ship, the Britannic, now refitted as a hospital ship. Plagued by the demons of her doomed first and near fatal journey across the Atlantic, Annie comes across an unconscious soldier she recognises while doing her rounds. It is the young man Mark. And she is convinced that he did not – could not – have survived the sinking of the Titanic . . .

⇒ This just sounds super freaking cool? And exactly up my alley? I want to jump into this right now, but it doesn’t come out until March! Definitely getting it ASAP!

girls with sharp sticks

Girls with Sharp Sticks by Suzanne Young

The Girls of Innovations Academy are beautiful and well-behaved—it says so on their report cards. Under the watchful gaze of their Guardians, the all-girl boarding school offers an array of studies and activities, from “Growing a Beautiful and Prosperous Garden” to “Art Appreciation” and “Interior Design.” The girls learn to be the best society has to offer. Absent is the difficult math coursework, or the unnecessary sciences or current events. They are obedient young ladies, free from arrogance or defiance. Until Mena starts to realize that their carefully controlled existence may not be quite as it appears.

As Mena and her friends begin to uncover the dark secrets of what’s actually happening there—and who they really are—the girls of Innovations will find out what they are truly capable of. Because some of the prettiest flowers have the sharpest thorns.

⇒ I saw this one in the bookstore the other day as I was browsing around and looking for books to put on my library wish list and the cover caught my attention pretty easily. All I really know about it is it’s some sort of dystopian story set in a school setting and, really, that’s all I need.

the fountains of silence

The Fountains of Silence by Ruta Sepetys

A portrait of love, silence, and secrets under a Spanish dictatorship.

Madrid, 1957. Under the fascist dictatorship of General Francisco Franco, Spain is hiding a dark secret. Meanwhile, tourists and foreign businessmen flood into Spain under the welcoming promise of sunshine and wine. Among them is eighteen-year-old Daniel Matheson, the son of an oil tycoon, who arrives in Madrid with his parents hoping to connect with the country of his mother’s birth through the lens of his camera. Photography–and fate–introduce him to Ana, whose family’s interweaving obstacles reveal the lingering grasp of the Spanish Civil War–as well as chilling definitions of fortune and fear. Daniel’s photographs leave him with uncomfortable questions amidst shadows of danger. He is backed into a corner of difficult decisions to protect those he loves. Lives and hearts collide, revealing an incredibly dark side to the sunny Spanish city.

⇒ Ruta Sepetys is one of my favorite authors out there and I haven’t read her new book and it’s slowly killing me inside. That’s really all there is to it.

the disasters

The Disasters by M.K. England

Hotshot pilot Nax Hall has a history of making poor life choices. So it’s not exactly a surprise when he’s kicked out of the elite Ellis Station Academy in less than twenty-four hours.

But Nax’s one-way trip back to Earth is cut short when a terrorist group attacks the Academy. Nax and three other washouts escape—barely—but they’re also the sole witnesses to the biggest crime in the history of space colonization. And the perfect scapegoats.

On the run and framed for atrocities they didn’t commit, Nax and his fellow failures execute a dangerous heist to spread the truth about what happened at the Academy.

They may not be “Academy material,” and they may not get along, but they’re the only ones left to step up and fight.

⇒ Uh, queer kids? In Space? Say no more. I’ve been meaning to read this one since I saw it come out a couple years back now, but I have yet to pick it up. I’m hoping to be able to get to it this year, since I’m going to try my DAMNDEST to obliterate my reading goal.

date me bryson keller

Date Me, Bryson Keller by Kevin van Whye

Everyone knows about the dare: Each week, Bryson Keller must date someone new–the first person to ask him out on Monday morning. Few think Bryson can do it. He may be the king of Fairvale Academy, but he’s never really dated before.

Until a boy asks him out, and everything changes.

Kai Sheridan didn’t expect Bryson to say yes. So when Bryson agrees to secretly go out with him, Kai is thrown for a loop. But as the days go by, he discovers there’s more to Bryson beneath the surface, and dating him begins to feel less like an act and more like the real thing. Kai knows how the story of a gay boy liking someone straight ends. With his heart on the line, he’s awkwardly trying to navigate senior year at school, at home, and in the closet, all while grappling with the fact that this “relationship” will last only five days. After all, Bryson Keller is popular, good-looking, and straight . . . right?

⇒ Now, this is the one that I was making this whole post for, really, because my friend caught wind of how I was being extra sour about romance stories lately and told me to suck it up and read some that actually interest me and … well, then I found this. I’m a sucker for both fake dating and secret dating. Blame fanfiction, okay? Anyway. It seems light and hopefully doesn’t have any insta-love. I’m down. Gimme. Now.

And there we go! I’m really, really hoping I’ll be able to get to all of these this year. Things like to go the opposite way, but I’m going to try my best to both get my hands on copies and actually read them before 2020 is over.

Thanks for reading!


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